Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

/rant

Why do people always think I'm plotting something evil, bad or mischievious? It's always been like this, people I'm interacting with always assume that I'm scheming some evil plan while they talk. Makes me wonder, do I make weird faces when people talk? Actually I don't, I'm very quiet an almost completely expressionless, I hardly smile and my face is serious most of the time. But then what is the reason? "Are you listening to me?!" "Yes I am, why?" "You just stand there staring at me without saying anything!" but what else am I supposed to do? Interrupt you while you're talking? I'm polite, I wait for my turn. Sometimes they say I'm making fun of them as well, but I'm not. Or a very common scenario in school with teachers:
"You're always distracted, why aren't you listening?"
"I was listening.."
"Then try to repeat the last thing I said!"
*repeats*
"Are you making fun of me?!"
"No, I just answered your request..."
"Stop it with that attitude or I'll send you to the principal!"
wtf? Now, I can understand that behaviour is up to interpretation and can be misjudged, but if I'm just there without doing any face or gesture that could mislead, what is it then?
Same goes for things I do or say. I say/do things only because part of some evil plan...when there's really no hidden meaning behind them. I'm as transparent as it seems but no one believes that. I sit quietly in a corner and someone comes towards me and yells "who do you think you are?!" what do you want? I was just here on my own!
It's one of the main reasons I find very hard to understand people. The problem probably lies on me but what it is I know not, I tend to blame it on the syndrome, but that could be wrong as well. It makes me sigh.

/end rant.

Sorry about that.

I'm not in highschool anymore. It's like this everywhere, I'm constantly depicted as someone I'm not.

That was a very interesting rant. Makes me wish there was something I could do to help you with this 'plotting' issue. :/

I know it doesn't matter that much but, /hug.

Worry less about what other people think about you, Seha. Be yourself, do as you do and be happy with who you are. You can't control how others react to who you are.

Also, body language says a lot. People look for it without realizing it, especially in someone really quiet. If you're not giving them any sign of how you're feeling about the subject, it might have that "negative" impact. People tend to spazz out about what they don't understand.

I know I shouldn't care about others, but as stupid as it may be I always get frustrated over being misunderstood. As if a world without truth would crumble. Must be part of my obsessive nature.

Have I been missing your posts or have you been MIA, Sagi?

There fundamentally can't be a world with absolute truth because everything is relative :(

Sagi been MIA :p

I thought I noticed a lack of subligar around here.

And this freaks me out.

Those poor girls. D:

Haha; don't look into Quantum Mechanics, whatever you do :p

XD I just wouldn't want to be the focus of subligar. Sounds creepy!