Cerberus.Arebella said:
»I kind of already hate myself, can't eat my way to that point.
Hating yourself is overrated... I wish I had some inspiring speech to give to explain to you why but I suck so I don't. Just trust me when I say it very quickly leads to places you don't want to go. Be yourself, love your self, and if people have an issue with you tell them to go masturbate with sandpaper.
I guess, it some way I'm starting to feel like it's me, not them. Every single person I've been with has cheated on me, in some sort of way. And im fed up with putting my heart out there just to get crushed.
He just seemed like he was going to be the one to be different, and now either I can stay with him, and never trust him again, and risk a repeat of my last relationship, or leave someone i know who loves me, and i love them back.
Either way it sucks, and I hate that i have to make this stupid *** decision -again-
ICE CREAM IS HERE!