Sometimes it just feels like my best effort isn't good enough. That leads me into some stupid state where I just blank out for a few seconds at a time, trying so hard to get onto one objective and then second guessing myself, and dwelling on the fact I wasted time on it. I'm so afraid to waste more time or make mistakes that I don't take chances alone.
Understandable, Ive been in many numerous positions where the enemy team has like 4-5 up alive, all under 25% hp, im at probably the same and its , can I pull off my combo fast enough to wipe their team or take out enough of them to stop their push down mid or w/e lane they are going for and its either goes bad or good. Minefield knows that Kass+Lulu game ; ;
How do you figure out what you did/didn't do in a game that could be improved? Sometimes it isn't really clear to me.
Your deaths, any team fights where your team didnt come out on top.
Did I go in with proper awareness, did I die to a 1v1? no? was there enough wards on the map to prevent myself from going on someone for a 1v1 to a 1v2-3. With the amount of gold I made from being fed, did I contribute to the team, playing mid, did I provide enough wards? Playing top, did I build a useful tanky item?, playing jungle, did I help with wards/oracles or legion item? Did I help sweep ward?
How did my team lose, or how are my teams losing? Most times you will see that more gold in wards and keeping the enemy team's map smaller in awareness helps tremendously. Have a few spare wards, drop a few at bot to help out. Chances are they are going to be the targets of ganks most times and well generally feed right away if they havent already shown they are going to win their lane.
If you play mid, there is a huge amount of pressure on you, just like there is for a jungler. You have to keep your cs within reason with your mid opponent, you have to make sure your lanes are doing well, ganking top or bot, make sure you dont get ganked with wards. If your jungler gets ganked in his or another's jungle you have to react right away. Have to know when to help bot/top or push your lane and take the tower if your mid roamed to one of them to gank with the jungler.