FFXI LGBT Community, Who Are You?

i dont understand, but ok!

... that's the point.

Hmm... I was with my ex-partner. That's right partner, we knew each-other prior too and dated blah blah. I thought I knew what I wanted. I swear I did. I told myself "oh im going to be different than all the other gay men" and settle down find myself a man earlier. I don't have to live the gay lifestle like everyone else...

I kept telling myself that for 3 years almost. Then one day he got bored and I got bored and we called it quits. I told myself no I'm not going to settle down. Sure he's a Brown alumni, a successfull architect, great body, great sex, great everything. But in my head this little voice kept creeping saying... "your too young, you really don't know what love is, your just settling for what first comes, are you really happy?"

lol

ｏｈａｉ　:Ｄ

Been in Beijing for about a week, competing against like 100 other people for internet. o.o

It's a typical hot as balls Beijing summer, and we have to dress nicely to teach. The 北大 campus is too fookin big, have to powerwalk everywhere. x.x And then of course by the time we all get used to things here, it'll be time to move to Shenzhen. XD

For some reason I can't walk anywhere without being pulled out of my group of friends by random Chinese people wanting to take pictures with me. <.< They never grab anyone else, and it's happened 7 times now. o.O Getting kinda tired of strangers feeling up my shoulders/arms (and sometimes my face D:). At least they tell me I'm pretty. I'm all like


yes random stranger, you may grope me while your friend takes pictures. ✰‿✰

It never happened so often when I was here last year though, I'm a little weirded out. o.o Anyway, gotta go write another lesson plan (kill me now). Back later if I can fight my way back online. :D

What the hell happened with this conversation?

look at that video I KNOW WHAT'S US THINK BUT IS NOT LOL!!! (OMFG)!!

Uhm, I need music suggestions?

I dunno probably the Yorba Linda earthquake last night... ha!

Did you even feel it. I literally felt nothing.

Anyways Goodmorning Sevvy and yall.

God this heat wave is horrid.... leather seats in this heat not cute...

It's because you are a cute, tall, Alabamain, red hair child who speaks really good Chinese.

A similar thing happened to me in Japan. c:
They found it ちょう可愛い that I was able to speak English, Spanish, and Japanese. :c
The worst thing was the gay men on Scruff; haha.
It was a little overwhelming and awkward, actually. ><;
It was very difficult for me to explain how I have no intents of hooking up! D: (Ended up using the "English Only" card sometimes.)

Also, I'll leave this here. . .

FTFY

PS. Call me maybe?

PSS. Gaspee, Ustav. <3

LMAO

ilu so much <3

Hey Sevvy, Hoho, Cue, Narshee, Scrump, Carrelo, Hao, Too, Lex, et al!

We're OG ruiz! Those skype conversations w/ Cord you and I. Miss them!

Ustav!!! <3

/plays hard to get

Clever girl~
In other newx... Scrumpet thinks I'm a lesbian.

JIMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

UGh so I'm listening to a Willam song and thinking of you Gaspee!

:)

William is so awesome!

I'd date Toogood but as his name says... he's too good for me! ;;

Toogood (in bed)

I would tear you apart.

edit: in a good way!

tear ;o?

Can I be the camera man? I only charge $1,000 an hour. ;o

only if its a PoV film? ^^;

whats a pov film

Point of view. Where the camera man is part of the scene.

nooooooo, Im a super professional, Im just there to video tape ;(

Hello darlings! ;) Sorry for my absence! ;( But I've been busy saving people's lives etc. :x

Long story short, saw some guy passed out in his car as I was on my way to Wendy's, ended up calling 911 because I couldn't get the guy to wake up.. x_x;; Car door was already wide open, car was on, window wipers were on, and so were his hazard lights.


Photo taken by my paparazzi sister haha..