BOYCOTT FFXIAH!!!

I don't know how long you have been around here but we have been hard pressed to keep one mod or admin on at any given time over the last five years.

This isn't a normal website it's a third part hack website for a dying fourteen year old japanese video game that only Draylo and I play anymore...

<- over on the left you can see how many users are on the site which is usually no more than a few hundred. Of those only a handful of people post in the forum section and of those only a few of us post in the P&R sections.

It's not what anyone would consider a well traffic'd site. Ad revenue is pathetic at best and the contributions page is a bad joke.

the whole site is held together with duct tape, the P&R section is attached with dental floss to the forum which is hanging from a rusty metal hanger off a nail.

none of the mods get paid DIME ONE out of this rust bucket of an old american car in cuba converted into a horse drawn banana wagon that we call home.

The mods mod for whatever their own perverse reasons happen to be, but the main point is, it's not money.

Take catmod, as an example, the proud father of a newborn son. I don't know how familiar you are with babies but most of them seem to sleep during the day while you are working and then wake up around one in the morning to scream baby versions of "I will always love you" by whitney houston.



then you spend an hour nursing changing rocking playing with them to get them back to sleep...

then...just as you start to close your crusty eyelids over your bloodshot eyes your phone blows up with a new text from FFXIAH because several of us *** have decided to pick that moment to start calling each other ***... which is probably why he quit.

personally I would automatically ban everyone at midnight so I could get some *** sleep...

especially after the hundredth time I was woken up by the same five *** arguing using their same obnoxious talking point memopinions about the same *** topics.

I like using this site to keep an eye on shouts and look up the occasional going price for non AH items. But if you want to crush the last two guys willing to mod for free. I'm all for it. Let's burn this mother *** forum down to the ground and scatter the ashes!

But before we grab the torches I feel it's necessary to point out that I am a crazy *** that burns bridges while he is standing on them because he really likes fire.

My side comes with sturdy buckle covered jackets with really long sleeves and all the thorazine you want... The Walrus and The Carpenter...I call dibs on being the carpenter. The time has come etc...

But I digress....

Look, even with my limited capacity for reason and understanding I can see how there would be some topics that aren't worth arguing about on a video game website

so to recap

1.) it's practically a christmas miracle this site lasted this long to begin with..
2.) non of the mods get paid to put up with our psycho ***
3.) at last check, the mods are human and therefore have personal biases...because they are persons

Call it the pot calling the kettle black, it takes one to know one, birds of a feather flock together.

but dude, you have a lot of issues. And we all obviously have whatever it is that causes us to argue until our fingers bleed to people that don't care on the internet...

But you have the worst case I have ever seen.

I am not going to sugar coat it for you...
You need to get A LOT OF HELP. A lot of qualified personal professional help as soon as possible

It reminds me of the time I met timothy mcveigh... in the worst possible way... I tried to convince that him he really really needed to relax and we all know how that ended up.

So yes, I'm an *** and I am probably crazy and insane and a jerk and a douchebag and born wrong under the wrong sign and a *** to boot.

But take it from me. You need to contact whoever the top rated psychiatrist is in your area RIGHT NOW.
Even if you have to drive a ways to get there you need to stop posting and call them and make an appointment TODAY.

you need help, you are not alone but you are the only one that can help you. None of us have access to your systems remotely. we can not help you dude... at least not at your exaggerated level of need.

You don't even have any kids dude. How could vaccines possibly matter this much to anyone with or without kids? INSANITY?

it is one possibility....so... are you sane enough to consider the possibility that you might need some help?

or we can start shoveling fertilizer into the back of a uhaul it's up to you.