I vote C... You stop being silly and regretful and embrace the feeling you have...its only going to develop more anyways.. and if you try to supress it TOO much, you'll ruin the relationship for yourself anyways Darki... my educated 2 cents
its 7AM here and it popped into my head granted song sounds demented after working chorus parts out it'll work, the RAAA parts are straight screaming but eh there it is:
hahahaha it begins
reality twists around me
spiralling to a single drip
thoughts run through my mind
you cowards are afraid to die
i welcome the kiss of death
like another sparrow making a nest
or another cut on someone's wrist
i take a step and the trip begins
***twists all around me
these thoughts stick in my head
get out god damn it
the spiralling stops
the colors fade
dusk turns to dawn
day turns to nite
the sun sinks as the moon rises
yet the thoughts remain
the scarrs bloom in the moon light
RAAAAAAAAA
cowards are afraid to die
i welcome the kiss of death
step by step my past fades
but my scarrs appear
can't you hear me?
i'm not afraid
i'll do it myself
just watch
hahaha
everything is twisted and bled
everywhere is spiralling
yet these thoughts remain
RAAAAAAAAAAA~hahaha
get out god damn it
get out of my head
get out get out get out!
reality twists and bends
my mind rips and tears
love turns to despair
just like lungs fill with air
everything must end
just get out of my head
or i'll fill it with lead
hahahahaha
they say let sleeping dogs lie
time halts and dripping stops
the twisting ceases
i rest in pieces
I vote C... You stop being silly and regretful and embrace the feeling you have...its only going to develop more anyways.. and if you try to supress it TOO much, you'll ruin the relationship for yourself anyways Darki... my educated 2 cents
I vote C... You stop being silly and regretful and embrace the feeling you have...its only going to develop more anyways.. and if you try to supress it TOO much, you'll ruin the relationship for yourself anyways Darki... my educated 2 cents
well i honestly can't tell ya exactly what to do in your relationship, but if you ever felt love for this guy....real love...thats strong stuff... its not even easy TO SUPRESS...let alone actively do so for an undermined amount of time...That is a feeling most spend their entire life NOT knowing...if you do truly experience it, its wonderful and should be embraced, even if for a short period
Darki, do what you feel is right. If he does not feel the sameway he will let you know . As for myself I will tell her how I feel tomorrow . My true feelings.
well i honestly can't tell ya exactly what to do in your relationship, but if you ever felt love for this guy....real love...thats strong stuff... its not even easy TO SUPRESS...let alone actively do so for an undermined amount of time...That is a feeling most spend their entire life NOT knowing...if you do truly experience it, its wonderful and should be embraced, even if for a short period
i know right reason why i jumped in and said it too soon :/ couldnt even hold back least til after my birthday
I blow.
Ifrit.Bloodbathboy said:
Darki, do what you feel is right. If he does not feel the sameway he will let you know . As for myself I will tell her how I feel tomorrow . My true feelings.
That sounds rather bad ***, but I can never actually hear the lyrics to songs.
Those lyrics need a beat for me to play them in my head, though.
can already see lines i want to change lol and guessing the song i'm listening to now would be a temporary beat for it til i had one for it myself:
(Dir En Gray video hurr
I can't offer an actual opinion on it, honestly. :S
I've never been much for the lyrics side of music; always been more the instrumental type.
eeh its meant to be an eerie metal screamish song for one of our CDs idk which we'll put it on but everyone else asleep so cant record it -.- they slack too much also my room smells like cotton candy wtf
Ni is supposed to be my fun place to go when I'm tired of everything else. The last thing I really want is to read other people complaining about stuff.
I should go to the ASU campus and pretend to be a student someday. That seems fun.
Well I am going to tell her I care , but it is to soon for me. I will also tell her if she bares with me that things may change and I am willing and happy to see where this goes. And not to feel bad about telling me. I will do this while hugging her tightly !!
Ni is supposed to be my fun place to go when I'm tired of everything else. The last thing I really want is to read other people complaining about stuff.
I should go to the ASU campus and pretend to be a student someday. That seems fun.
Ni is supposed to be my fun place to go when I'm tired of everything else. The last thing I really want is to read other people complaining about stuff.
I should go to the ASU campus and pretend to be a student someday. That seems fun.
guy did that at my highschool and went to jail for 4 or 5 months i think lol
Well I am going to tell her I care , but it is to soon for me. I will also tell her if she bares with me that things may change and I am willing and happy to see where this goes. And not to feel bad about telling me. I will do this while hugging her tightly !!
wait you can actually bend your arms with all that muscle?
hmmm lol <3
Well I am going to tell her I care , but it is to soon for me. I will also tell her if she bares with me that things may change and I am willing and happy to see where this goes. And not to feel bad about telling me. I will do this while hugging her tightly !!
smart man :o don't bear hug her though some girls are fragile squishy D:
Edit: As of 2010-10-05 14:48:06 CST, Ni reached 10,000 pages.
Since we all can't be on the same linkshell in game, this can be our cross server linkshell thread.
Like most linkshells, it can be pretty dead at times. Other times it's full of intense conversations about either rl, gear, goals, pokemon or anything else you want to contribute.
We can cover any sort of topic at all, within reason of the forum rules. No real main topic, just a bunch of FFXIAH friends/people coming on and discussing random things.
Yeah Chuu. Bringing you up to speed, Ludoggy is the LS pedophile. I'm the fountain of random and useless knowledge that makes you go "Hrm" with the occasional side of "holy shit he said what?"
Kungfu is the LS nutjob, spouting super random things that are usually sexist, until Savvy or Alyria comes into the room. Then he's a classic case of sexual harrassment. Rumaha is also true to the second part; we're wondering about his sexuality though.
Daj is Ludoggy's gay lover. Not much else is known about this Asuran. Tairo is kinda new, but since is a female and Alyria's lesbian lover, she fit right in real quick.
Celene(F) and Rowland(M) are more of the shyer members, but often say things that are witty, have a good pun and sometimes cause three page discussions. Celene hates when people hit on her. It doesn't stop them from trying.
Krizz is just social and likes to kill time here during work Tbest is about the same, except tends to be a douche to guys and affectionate toward girls.
Alyria is the most social female, gets groped a lot without provoking it by others, and Tairo ends up stabbing people for it. Cai is just a barrel of lols, I might be gay for him. If I wasn't straight.
Not sure about Citag, s/he's new. Kiriyu is just an in-out kinda person. Says one thing every three days that every guy makes a big fuss over. Ludoggy gets really defensive since she's asian and underage (might be 18 now).
Artem is the wayward soul that makes you ponder the meaning of life by constantly reminding us life can suck. But he deals, and so do we. About the same for Savannah, except people are more "AWH!" to her because of a vagina involved.
Dasva is the ex military man (as is Krizz but this doesn't apply to him) who hates the world and plots a way to destroy most of it.
Number2 is kinda like a mix between Cai and I; never bashes, likes to laugh and has odd avatars. His current suits a lot of the convos this LS gets into. Barti is most well known for his moustache. He gives mousatche rides for a fee. I'm missing a few people but whatever. CARRY ON!
Luelle Smells.
Roster of FFXIAH Ni (as of April 1st, 2010 Pocoyo avatar craze)
Happy b-day ls.
Heres my lame gift to AHLS, since Row is lame and took away the OP, I made my own!
Haseyo/Bignose: He's got a bigass nose, Leader of the RL avi revloution or some junk no one gives a crap about...crazy about his asian pop/rock bands and is a closet pedo. AKA LAME
Dameshi: wont level his sam sub and is a lolblu, LAME
Citag: Doesnt put out, Really lame
Dasva: Uses Chu as a cover up for his desire for me greased up and naked on his bed, Lame.
Rydiya/Bra+Panties: Secret lesbien, doesnt wear bra+panties, like to knit and other old people stuff (bingo)
Pikachu/Chu: Hi Chu, I love chu
Kryee/Socks: Noms on socks, wears the sam red pair everyday and frequently sniffs her arm pits.
Cheyne: Domo origoto, Mr Roboto...I think he's gay.
Urial: SOCCER IS LAME AND YOU'RE LAME.
Thundars: LOLCANADIAN
Spence: LOLFRENCHCANADIAN
Enterius/ghost: He's a ghost...he'll say something witty to me later.
Ixe: Ducky face and cant seem to get a straw in her mouth (can get other things in there though)
Mairah: She cool...lame
Bart: Full times OPO-OPO, free mustache rides otherwise LAME
Sav/Mango: Field trips, yay!
Aly/thatgreenmodthatwillbanmeifIsayanythingbad: *tapes*
Woody: You're not Italian...no tea for you.
Sectum: My apprentice...loves asian girls, loves to cook...he's awesome. put me in a story where I wasnt a pedo and that'd cool
Rum:STOP RAIDING MY BASEMENT AND TAKING AWAY MY GIRLS GAWD. Long Islander...lame
Valencea:Wont tell me the color of her undies, you lost the bet...no we cant get married...NO MEANS NO
Kojo:Open pedo...he likes scat, ewww
Tohsou: I think he's a pedo with a girlfriend as cover up, lame.
Kiriyu/strawberry: Lurk Less post moar! I see you what you are doing!
Krizz: Mohawk guy #1
Triet: Mohawk guy #1...wait
Bloodbathboy: The Hulk
Kungfuhustle: AH%DUE%$JNSRGHSRHHEYHEHSA Y%HEDHGSR EAT AHUYY DONKEY NUTS
Celene: Quit...Canadian...who the hell quits?
Tbest: MIA
Eternaltriumph: Where the hell has he been? Is he gone cause he got pussywhipped or something? Whatever...
#2: GOD...I miss him /cry
Luelle/otherlu: The Other Lu.
Zekky: Quit, kicking ass, raped me :\
Krystale/Girlwithpiercing: Magnets stick to her, Toke Canadian, hawt...she's 15 right?
Marzbarz: NINJA
Rowland: All your Pocoyo are belong to...him
Weewoo/Tool: He liked Asura and wont admit it.
Miemo: Has a mithra avi c.c
Kalyna: is a girl right? right? oh...lame
Gimmeurselables: TOO MUCH BOUNCE...TOO BIG, EWWWW
Sagittario: Lame elf whu runs around in a diaper subligar
Ludoggy: Faggot
Edit: The Family Ni Tree
Luelle's (And Citag's too!) birthday present
[h1]H1[/h1]
[h2]H2[/h2]
[h3]H3[/h3]
[figlet]Figlet[/figlet]
[spoiler="Custom spoiler!"][h1]Yay[/h1][/spoiler]
[soundcloud]http://soundcloud.com/matas/hobnotropic[/soundcloud]
Will try to get to more stuff when I can.
Disclaimer: Your Feelings May Get Hurt In Your Stay Here.