Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

Don't really talk about it but my dog hasn't been feeling well lately. She's pretty old and has been in pain for the majority the the time the past few days. Her hips have been going out the past month or two and now she can barely walk.

I should of done this last week but my heart couldn't bear it, and now I'm regretting it. I'm going to the vet to put her down today. I wish I would have just done it last week before she started crying trying to get up, but now it's gotten so much worse and I feel horrible that I didn't do it sooner.

The vet had a bit of a problem putting her down, she was having a hard time putting the needle in her vein and broke the tip of the syringe trying to inject it into her. It sprayed back all over her white coat.

Poor thing ; ; I just wanted it to be quick and easy for her but it lasted for about 10 minutes. She started to get drowsy but because only a lil bit reached the vein she was still awake laying her head down on the table breathing a bit hard.

Her assistant had to go back and get a new syringe and dilute the stuff before giving it to her. She had to do that process twice before it finally did it's job, she was a lil fighter up until the end ; ;

I was just going to drop her off and come home but I couldn't stand the thought of leaving her there alone with no one familiar around her. I'm glad I didn't but even still it's rough for me.