i hate when i become aware of my heart beat.. always think somethings wrong with it
This is a maddening thing that happens late at night for me sometimes. I find that my brain decides to go into super active mode when I decide I should sleep. From past mistakes with friends/family to old relationships or work issues, my brain just fires it all out there.
"Hey, remember that REALLY awesome girl you never asked out and when you finally mustered the courage you found out she had left the state? THINK ABOUT IT!"
Not surprisingly this causes increased heart rate and blood-pressure. The not so pleasant side-effect is, if you're like me and you sleep on your stomach, your heart beats with such force it makes the bed shake.
Took me MONTHS to realize it was NOT my bunkmate on the bunk above me moving his foot or beating off or whatever. Now I'm like "I might be dying o.o"