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Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?
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Random Thoughts.....What are you thinking?
Bismarck.Magnuss said: » I'm sorry, Spath. I kinda feel it too, though. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I'm actually kinda looking forward to class in a few weeks.
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Not so much bored, but... useless. I figure I'd have a sense of purpose if I'm pushed to do some work. I mean, I have some things before me, but for the life of me, I lack the motivation to do them. Remember that list of books I said I was going to read? So far, I've only read most of one out of that whole list. Yet I can't push myself to continue on. Pheh.
Anyway, what's up Spathy? Can I help to sweep away anything? So I'm not the only one?
My day was really stressful. For some reason my son had to meltdown or scream about everything. Everything was "no" and he wanted to play with all the stuff he's not supposed to. And it got even worse when he got to Skype with his mom (that whole "testing limits when both parents are present" thing). My nerves feel like they're just completely shot, which is something that almost never happens. I'm actually kind of looking forward to work in the morning. :/ Kids, dude. My niece is making me consider getting "fixed". They have a way of worming their ways into your head...
:-( Wish I could make you all feel better.
yes today is very bad i agree
Mine just seems to have woken up on the wrong side of the bed.
I'd not recommend basing your decision to have a kid on other peoples' kids, though. I was never a big fan of kids, and my nieces were no exception, to some degree. Kind of like wrestling an alligator... Cool to watch, but not something you'd want to tackle on your own. Having your own is a lot different, though you still have to be "ready" for it before you do it. Alexander.Drokin said: » So I'm not the only one? My day was really stressful. For some reason my son had to meltdown or scream about everything. Everything was "no" and he wanted to play with all the stuff he's not supposed to. And it got even worse when he got to Skype with his mom (that whole "testing limits when both parents are present" thing). My nerves feel like they're just completely shot, which is something that almost never happens. I'm actually kind of looking forward to work in the morning. :/ Bismarck.Josiahfk said: » I wrote a huge (didnt mean to be huge) paragraph describing exactly what was going on right here right now. Then I realized at the last second it'd be depressing to someone feeling down to read about an amazing situation in detail, so /deleted lol. Today goes okay. Alexander.Drokin said: » Bismarck.Josiahfk said: » I wrote a huge (didnt mean to be huge) paragraph describing exactly what was going on right here right now. Then I realized at the last second it'd be depressing to someone feeling down to read about an amazing situation in detail, so /deleted lol. Today goes okay. Bismarck.Magnuss said: » Not so much bored, but... useless. I figure I'd have a sense of purpose if I'm pushed to do some work. I mean, I have some things before me, but for the life of me, I lack the motivation to do them. Remember that list of books I said I was going to read? So far, I've only read most of one out of that whole list. Yet I can't push myself to continue on. Pheh. Anyway, what's up Spathy? Can I help to sweep away anything? Then I found out that my sister had to make her fiance turn around on his ride out to see his first daughter out in Cali because of some troubles with his vehicle. Just makes me feel like ***, the dude loves his girl like crazy but he can't see her often because of her *** of a mother and his lack of money. :/ It just kinda makes me wanna break down a bit. i feel so helpless and trapped :I cant wait to push these feelings back down
died twice now to these..
Shiva.Spathaian said: » Bismarck.Magnuss said: » Not so much bored, but... useless. I figure I'd have a sense of purpose if I'm pushed to do some work. I mean, I have some things before me, but for the life of me, I lack the motivation to do them. Remember that list of books I said I was going to read? So far, I've only read most of one out of that whole list. Yet I can't push myself to continue on. Pheh. Anyway, what's up Spathy? Can I help to sweep away anything? Then I found out that my sister had to make her fiance turn around on his ride out to see his first daughter out in Cali because of some troubles with his vehicle. Just makes me feel like ***, the dude loves his girl like crazy but he can't see her often because of her *** of a mother and his lack of money. :/ It just kinda makes me wanna break down a bit. Yea. Dude is a great father and he definitely would do anything for his kids. What's worse is her mother is doing that whole "Your dad doesn't care about you" deal with the kid.
Makes you just wanna punch her in the throat... Bismarck.Josiahfk said: » Bismarck.Magnuss said: » Alexander.Drokin said: » Bismarck.Josiahfk said: » I wrote a huge (didnt mean to be huge) paragraph describing exactly what was going on right here right now. Then I realized at the last second it'd be depressing to someone feeling down to read about an amazing situation in detail, so /deleted lol. Today goes okay. Asura.Chuuuuu said: » i feel so helpless and trapped :I cant wait to push these feelings back down Valefor.Slipispsycho said: » Alexander.Drokin said: » So I'm not the only one? My day was really stressful. For some reason my son had to meltdown or scream about everything. Everything was "no" and he wanted to play with all the stuff he's not supposed to. And it got even worse when he got to Skype with his mom (that whole "testing limits when both parents are present" thing). My nerves feel like they're just completely shot, which is something that almost never happens. I'm actually kind of looking forward to work in the morning. :/ I can imagine that I'd be a lot more stressed if I didn't work, too. I guess in a way it's like you said, a sort of escape. It's not a better alternative to home and time with my son, but it's a different pace and a different set of responsibilities to focus on. I'm trying to enjoy the home stress while I can, since after next Sunday, I'll only get to see my son on holidays and my one weekend off a month (assuming I can afford the trips). Yes, make it worth it! Like the way I smacked Sagi with mine!
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i dont really care about the world, i just want to make enough money to move out then my family will see how much i dont visit lol
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The pressure is on! I'm like a... thing... that has a lot of... pressure...
Crap, there go my metaphors! Asura.Chuuuuu said: » i dont really care about the world, i just want to make enough money to move out then my family will see how much i dont visit lol my mom knows why, she shares my view about the current events in my house lol its just annoying how long i have left in school and how long i have to deal with my sisters piece of ***bf
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