Side effects.
The current treatment includes a chemo agent and it its in the bloodstream not the bladder so there is no insulation from side effects.
Not all of them are bad. There is a strong suppressive effect on my psoriasis. My skin hasn't been this clear in decades. My dermatologist and I are both pleased.
On the down side there is a LOT of hair on my hairbrush. Not bald yet but if it happens I do hope I can rock it as well as
Representative Ayanna Pressley. I have no desire to go wig shopping.
Otherwise nothing tastes right, appetite is down, I have itches, my skin and mucous membranes are dry enough that I got industrial strength moisturizer (so not used to that due to oily skin,) I am tired and low on motivation. Seeing as I am naturally lazy the last bit DOESN'T HELP AT ALL.
Other than that my attitude is still positive but it takes more effort to be snarky. Sarcasm is still easy but then again I learned sarcasm early from my mother. Snarky I picked up on my own in my teens much like my sex education.