Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

Windshear?

That, Dawnbreaker, and Chillrend are my faves. I usually stop using Dawnbreaker because I get tired of ***flying around when I kill undead.

Eh, It'll give me some time to learn more and have a better work environment.

I wouldn't mind working in, like, a gun shop but I am kinda uncomfortable around other gun nuts due to the political *** now associated with guns. I'm not all that comfortable around political talk nor religious talk. Long story on the latter, I think I've told it either here or on BG before.

Sigh back in hospital.. my op on Tuesday got pushed back till today which I had but now my blood count is wrong so no home for me :|

I hunt with a WWII rifle with no scope because I can't use a scope for some reason. My sidearm is my Schofield revolver clone, thinking about getting a cheap Colt clone in the same chambering because of the stronger design. I would consider a Remington clone but the grip look uncomfortable and I'd only buy one of those in .44-40 for authenticity.

Gonna look for a used Uberti-made Colt Clone this summer, still want that Ruger GP100 too. I like revolvers. >.>

Also, the WWII rifle, it's bolt-action with a 10-round capacity. I only load 5 which is already overkill for deer hunting. Lee-Enfield No. 4 Mk I, if you want to look it up. Mine was made in 1941 then went through the armory refurbishing in 1949.

Dirty hippie mode engaged, anyone wanna sit by the fire, smoke some dank and sing kumbaya for change?

Spammy McSpam is gonna make one thousand threads cause he needs attention, isn't he?

Woo, Infinity Lockbox is back on STO, and it includes the Kelvin Timeline ships now!
Hoping the Konnie price drops low, but I still doubt I'll be able to gather up enough EC to buy one. :<

They're actually pretty good guns, just hard on brass if you choose to reload which is a good idea because .303 Brit is getting rare.

I use PPU, I have a bunch of it. The brass is pretty much milspec so I'll probably reload them with Barnes HP copper bullets when I can.

Lately I've been feeling like this place is becoming even more cliqueish than before. Every thread I turn to I hardly see individuals anymore but teams of people glued to each other. None of which I want to be part of.
Even in here most of the people I liked hardly ever post anymore, and others stopped altogether.
If I go in p&r there are too many toxic people that are clearly not interested in an intellectual discussion and it becomes just a recipe for sadness.

I've tried really hard these years to create a spot for myself, to try to make some friends even while perfectly aware of being a very difficult person myself with picky taste for people and too high expectations.
But now it's like I see all empty spots closed off, every opening where you could insert yourself walled by a chain of people that you either take in bulk or just give up altogether.

And now I think this place is just as lonely as any other.

Maybe I'm just having a bad night. Good night.

this is kind of why i took almost like a full year off awhile back. i just didn't like the people that were posting in rt at the time. i didn't feel apart of it. since returning i feel like it's not the same as when i first started posting, and i kind of drift around trying to avoid being in any clique. even though i like a lot of the people here, i don't like all of the groups. i love ni, but... lol. i like rt, but i have nothing in common with a couple of people, and honestly think a few people who post are kind of awful. however, it's still a good place to keep in touch with the people i like and talk about random stuff when bored.

could always be my buddy ^.-

It's kinda always been that way. I think most of it is that we're all (at least a bit) more grown up and have become more picky about who we socialize with. Kinda seems to happen. Not that I post hardly at all anymore. Not much time with the baby/hubby/work. :)

:(

And then there's Drac!

:D

I don't think I really fit in with any clique, most of my BS here is either random crap or me bitching at someone.

Most people simply see me as a mod or remember me as Kojo.

Honestly, that's one part about the forums people gravitate to. You don't have to fit in to join in. But unfortunately, sometimes you get ignored otherwise.

I dunno what's wrong with you, but I hope you feel better! :< Hospitals suck.

so sad to see hevans isn't a priority these days. i mean what can the kid do that i can't ='(

You're one of the hardest people to keep in touch with! lol

(I had a quip about poopy diapers, but it sounded creepy so nvm!)

I know he broke his wrist at least (falling)

Oh, are we being Existential, right now? My turn...

I try not to participate in a clique, but like most humans, I can be cliquey. Not on purpose; it's not like I don't like anyone any less, it's just I can relate to some people more than others. I don't harbor any negativity towards anyone here, and I'm hoping that goes the other way 'round. I do have a tendency to be a bit of an *** though, so it's understandable if someone doesn't like me. You're allowed to not like a person.

I'm sad that some people left us, possibly for good. It's been weeks since I've heard from Josi, which makes me sadface. But, people come and go - it's a fact of life.

I'm definitely not the same as I was when I started here back in '010. Seven years is a long time to *** on a website. Back then I was killing off threads and making smartass comments that not everyone picked up on. Now, I'm... not here as often as I used to be. Still, I'll be here at least until I hit that magical 30k. After that... who knows?! The future is a mysterious thing.