Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

so that's what this means? :<

Take care, Miss yaa! :<
/sadface

For a second there I thought Proth was posting a suicide note. Was scared for a moment.

Using names, makes it sounds like shes dead. Lots of people come back to the auction house after they say goodbye forever. :c

I still don't get why she had to leave just because she's "embarking on the lifeboat"

I thought she was just going back to school

DON'T DO IT PROTH! WE ALL LOVE YOU STILL!

it's different for me.

I'm completely confused...

Heya

I'm confused, what's going on? Who's leaving?

she probably isn't, only me. don't worry about it.

but... why?

Wait what?

Why do it in public then

i deleted it. just leave me alone now.

I don't think anyone minded it, it was just really confusing

From just what I read here and what I glean from her comments, Seha seemed dissatisfied with her life situation and even her own sense of self-worth and identity.

I am just guessing that from her recent posts about searching for someone she had become a bit infatuated with, that she is also trying to expand her life situation and sense of sexual identity. I had gotten the feeling that would be hard on Proth, but his post indicating his absolute support of her decisions (which would ultimately lead her away from him) seemed very sincere--stepping back to be someone's friend first, when you have feelings for them, is very hard.

Why she would choose to leave behind FFXIAH.com--perhaps what she saw as a vestige of a childish part of her life maybe--is a bit confusing, but as people said, a lot of people come back. (And some, who were even banned and forcibly removed, I think, never even left.) ^_-

Hopefully she finds peace in herself. I personally hope that she doesn't fall into the trap of thinking of sexuality as some kind of exclusive polar attraction (all-or-nothing, het or gay) which sadly removes a lot of potential happiness from life, and missed chances (I feel at least.)

A Wild Ludoggy appears!!

I felt a disturbance and had to check in