Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

So,to add another chapter to the silent love story that is my life,me and polish girl that are completely into each other but too shy to talk to each other,ramps up half a notch and then clicks back to the previous setting :( As per usual,we both catch each other checking each other out several times,and as usual,we both slightly modify our workouts to be able to check out the other person. Today however,more epic fail ensued. I was the last person left in the weights section because the 3 other guys that were there had just left. Shortly after,she ventures into the weight section (I have NEVER once even seen her come into this section,and I see her 4-5 times a week at the gym) and she goes around me (I'm on my back on a bench at this point doing my triceps) and I see her walk by my head,looking down at me we catch each others eyes. She walks all the way over to a mirror in the far corner of the weight section,pulls up her top to check out her stomach (which is incredibly *** banging might I add) and just admires herself for a good 30 seconds (glancing at me through the mirror a couple of times in the process) before walking by me (I had got back onto the bench and started again a few seconds before she left) flicking her hair about as she passed by,looking down and catching my glance again.

Of course,because of my negative levels of social skills and over 9000 level of shyness,I couldnt smile,wave,say hi,not only while she was nearby or doing her own thing or even in the weight section itself,because I'm just a *** >_>

Now you see why I've been trying to break the horrible shyness and social retardation I have to deal with ;-;

#foreveralone